SUNDAY, MAY 9, 2010
Original Post: A Mother’s Prayer
This poem was written about and for my daughters.
A Mother’s Prayer
When I look at you, almost all grown, I wonder where the time went.
And I wonder if I have prepared you well for life.
There are no words for the depth of love I feel for you. It’s a love that defies description.
It began before your birth and it will endure until the end of time.
Within that fierce love, my intention was to teach you about kindness and strength and unconditional love by the example of how I lived my life.
More times than I care to remember I have fallen short of that intention.
Sometimes I spent more time conditioned by the past, or worried about the future, and neglected to actually be present in the moment with you.
If I had it to do over again, I’d spend less time worried about what others thought and more time looking into your eyes to see how you felt.
I’d listen more to my heart and less to the “experts”.
For the times that my mistakes may have hurt you, disappointed you or let you down, I apologize and ask you to forgive my flaws. May you instead remember the truth of who we both are; people doing the best we can with the knowledge we have…people learning and growing, who are deserving of unconditional love, dignity and respect.
I embrace and honour your gifts and your innocence. I see your value and your wisdom. May the beauty, power and vision of your youth change me…change the world.
Thank you for the gift you are in my life; for being one of my greatest teachers. My wish for you is that you will always find light in the darkest of times, and that you will know, without a doubt, that you matter and that you are never alone. My wish for me is that I remain open and trusting in our relationship and never grow too old to learn.
May we have many more years of learning and growing together.
And so it is.